11 February, 2015

BIOLOGY NIGHTMARE

Why the hell am I made to write this crappy, idiotic, stupid paper in which I don’t know anything? Urghh…so damn frustrating. Why the heck did I come today? Oh yeah, to sign the hall ticket! That is such a pathetic, devious excuse to make us come to school today. I hate this so much. It’s like silent torture, not being able to even cry properly. Why is this happening? And how can they ask me to write what I know? I know nothing in Biology! It’s really not my subject at all.
I am angry, crying and mucous is all over my face. What the heck have I done to deserve this? I mean, if they correct this paper (which I’m sure they won’t), they’ll make me write a fourth model because of the stupid marks I get for this one. I was so damn happy sitting at home and studying all on my own and now, all of a sudden, I have to come to school?? It’s such a huge waste of time. Now, I just have Thursday, Friday and Saturday to study for the exam on Sunday (which I’m studying because I’m more scared of my sister than my teachers)…all thanks to this wonderful Biology exam.
Well guess what? I DON’T CARE! This is so damn annoying. I’m going mad on the inside, but on the outside, the teacher must be thinking I’m writing an essay…pfft little does she know that I’m writing all of this on this stupid question paper, which seems to be easy, but I know squat!
I’m running out of space to write and what am I going to do once this page is over? It’s just 9.45 now. Two more hours of pure torture to go! I’m going mad!! I’m seeing everyone ask for extra paper and I’m just sitting here thinking, ‘Am I the only one getting so exasperated? Everyone is writing so furiously.’
And now my eyes hurt and my head is paining. I feel so alone write now. Please save me, God! I just don’t know what to do at all! But I have to finish studying for entrance…I have to! My board marks don’t even count for most of the entrances I’m writing. This just sucks.
One and half hours to go and all I’m thinking about is how I’m going to sit the full time like this. I see other people sitting idle like me…maybe I’m not the only one.
You know how I’m going to take revenge? I won’t write the Physics exam! Mwahaha…that’ll show who they’re messing with. There’s absolutely nothing in my head right now…it’s literally blank…and I can feel my eyes almost close.

Dammit, get real Shreya! Man up! This exam is the most annoying exam ever! And now my nose is itching! Great! Fantastic! Best day ever!! (With sarcasm). I’ve resigned to feel absolutely nothing. My cheeks feel hollow and I’m exhausted. There’s one more hour to go and I’m accepting defeat.